(Even the darkness is light to him–Michael Card)
At church the pastor said something really good and here is the best I can recall it based on how I wrote it in my notes: God sees the injustice. He sees the hard things, the teachers giving you a bad grade, the underserved pain. He knows. He’s guiding it and you can trust him.
I really want to be able to trust God with my grades, but it is so hard to believe that it can be okay to get bad grades. I hate it. I need at least an 94% to get an A in patho, but it didn’t go very well. There is one question in particular that was word for word copied from another exam…I really did look over said other exam…however I answered the exact same wrong answer again…
There were so many useful important things that I could have totally answered correctly…however a lot of things they actually asked about I totally spaced on…I could draw the entire page around that piece of information, but that little section was blank…so frustrating…I just feel so stupid…I just can’t do it. I am so frustrated…but crying and getting more upset about it now will not change my grade. It is all things that I cannot take back.